Shout it OutI hate every little bit of who I am. I am bisexual and my parents hate it. I was abused verbally, physically and sexually at school from grade 3 to grade 12, and in college too. I dream of settling down and getting married, but I always wonder what it would be like to date someone else. I have a balloon fetish and I collect balloons. I am obsessed with cars. I drive dangerously partly in hopes of dying. I have attempted suicide numerous times. I used to cut myself a lot. I have been admitted to the psych ward after being arrested for being a threat to myself and others. I hate Christianity and most faiths like it. I hate my mom and the fact t